Stop surviving.
Start living from
the inside out.
You might be ready
if you recognise this.
You have read the books, done the courses, maybe even tried therapy. And yet something still feels stuck. You are functioning — but not truly alive. You know there is more, but you cannot quite reach it.
You feel disconnected from your body and your emotions
You are exhausted by the gap between who you are and who you want to be
You carry anxiety, tension, or a persistent sense of not being enough
You have been through something difficult and have not fully processed it
You are ready to stop managing your life and start truly living it
You want a guide who works with the whole person — body, mind, and spirit
You are ready to invest in yourself at the deepest level
Four Pillars of
Transformation
I
Somatic Awareness
We work with the body as the primary source of intelligence. Emotions, patterns, and beliefs are held in the body — and that is where we meet them.
II
Inner Child Work
Many of our deepest patterns were formed in childhood. We gently meet and integrate the younger parts of you that are still seeking safety and love.
III
Reiki & Energy Work
As a Reiki master, I integrate energy work into coaching sessions when appropriate — clearing blockages and supporting the body's natural healing intelligence.
IV
Nervous System Regulation
Lasting change requires a regulated nervous system. I teach you practical tools to shift out of survival mode and into the safety of the present moment.
Choose Your Path
Discovery Call
20 minutes · Online
A free conversation to explore your needs and whether we are a good fit. No pressure, no commitment.
Book NowNervous System Reset
3 sessions · 90 min each
Three coaching sessions focused on nervous system regulation, somatic awareness, and breaking the patterns that keep you stuck.
Begin the JourneyDeep Dive
5 sessions · 90 min each
A deeper exploration across five sessions — including inner child work, Reiki integration, and a personalised transformation protocol.
Apply NowThe Remembrance Path
The deepest offering — a full 6-week immersive journey combining bodywork and coaching for those ready to do the complete work of returning home to themselves. This is not a quick fix. This is a transformation.
Kilian Crawfurd
I am a certified holistic therapist, Reiki master, and somatic coach based in Amsterdam. My work is born from my own journey — through burnout, disconnection, and the long, humbling road back to wholeness.
I have trained extensively in somatic coaching, Reiki, inner child work, and nervous system regulation. But more than my credentials, I bring the lived experience of someone who has walked this path himself.
What Clients Say
"Working with Kilian has been one of the most profound experiences of my life. I came in carrying years of tension and left feeling like I had finally come home to my body."
Pamela
"After just three sessions, I noticed a shift I had been seeking for years. Kilian holds space with such presence and warmth — I felt completely safe to let go."
Marleen
Frequently Asked
Is this therapy?
+Do I need prior experience with coaching or bodywork?
+How many sessions will I need?
+Do you work online?
+What if I am not sure which offering is right for me?
+You do not have to
walk this path alone.
Book a free 20-minute Clarity Call. We will explore where you are, what you are ready for, and which path forward feels right.
Book Your Free Clarity Call